Undrown

Hi everyone! ^^

Is everybody ok? I hope so...

It's been such a long time since last post, I know.
By now I come to explain all the mess...

Putting things simple... All I can say 'bout it is that I was drown... no more, no less.
Have you ever been drown? I mean... no water, for those short minded. In my dictionary, to be drown is like being overwhelmed by all sort of emotions. Mainly the bad ones... And worst... not being able to emerge... as the more you swim, the more you sink...
The despair, the pain, the loneliness, the sadness, all together, all united as a invisible hand tightly pulling your ankle and getting you even deeper. There is no light, no sky, no sun. Just darkness. And tears.

Have you ever been like that? Possibly , and fortunately, not. Lucky you. I've been, and it's really horrible.
Maybe you'll never come across such thing, as you're surronded by friends. As you're blessed with a dump mind. Yeap! That's what I said. You're so unware of everything that happens around you that have never reflected deep about anything. Just passed through. It's easier, doesn't? For me, don't. For myself, everything is analized, for good or for bad. Nothing passes without and view. And I like that. The matter is being able to control, absorv or discard.

I guess I absorved too much...

But now I'm much better.

Almost cured.